Hi, im chris, more commonly known as haggis. Im a long/triple jumper, a good one too, it went from a hidden talent, to a pastime, to a hobby, and now its just my way of life. you only have one life and thats what i want to do with mine, sculpt my human body into doing something better than any other human has ever done. ittl be the death of me, literally. if i never succeed ill have failed in life and ill end mine. If i do, then ill have done all i wish in llife, ill have nothing else to fight for. Unless theres someone there i can love, but lets face it, my lifes just to cursed for that.


All my life i've been thrown away, thought off as a failure, i was given up by my 15 year old mother soon after birth, adopted 3 times and ran away from home a year or so ago. Deppression has become a way of life for me, something that always be there. cutting, going for long walks, running away, nights under the stars, counciling, punching walls, even the fateful night i failed to take my own life. Now i just accept it, no point fighting it. Jumping, at times, is my only way out and i want to prove to the people in my life that maby i wasn't worth throwing away, that i wasn't the failure that even i think i am.

ive had my fair torment with girls, scared to fall in love again but this girl is getting to break that, i love her too much, check her out (but not in that way bitchess) http://blondegeneration.tumblr.com/
Peace out